A few months ago, i have been working on something that means a lot for me and my future.. I am a graduating student and as expected i got flooded by schedules, tortured with projects, fed up with home works and stuff like that.. It was okay for me at first because i was very eager to finish my studies, i ate all those deadlines and provided every requirements.. I got busy, very busy indeed.
I reminded myself that it'll get worse before it gets better, so i kept going not just for myself but more importantly for those people i don't want to fail. However, circumstances never quit teasing me, i guess God has been working on my patience and determination that up until now i have never acquired anything that'll ultimately pay off my efforts. I am not whining, i am not demanding God for what i've always wanted. i prayed, always praying.I never lose hope, although there were times that i lost motivation, i got tired, i got sick, i reached the point when i almost give up.. But i didn't.. i continued this never ending task and got so caught up with it. I was very occupied that i almost forgot how rewarding it is to be lazy and i almost forgot the blissful feeling of having enough sleep -- i felt like a zombie. Regardless of all the efforts i have poured, i know everything will pay off maybe not now but in God's time. What i really wanted aside from a positive result, is just to end this hustle and bustle, delight in a peaceful day like this (the picture) and be able to appreciate every little blessing that life has to offer me..:)
